Sunday, July 4, 2010

Motherfucker

After years of taking my health for granted It has caught up with me.  Damn Dr. Pourakbar has blindsided me with his surprisingly aggressive treatment.   First saying I was for sure diabetic ( he was wrong) he has been right every time since - Heart murmur and hematuria. 

He called Deb on the latter scaring the hell out of her.  I apparently let my paranoia shape the playout of all this  - i declined to give them my current phone number so when doc tried to call he had no choice but to call Deb.  She catches me on the way to the lake and has me call the doc in front of her. 

Doc says the CT found a mass on my left kidney that has to come out.  Too early to call it cancer but he doesn't dodge the question when I ask him about it either.  Just says it needs to come out now or as soon as possible. 

I truly wish I had left them my phone number - I would prefer Deb and her family knows nothing about this. 

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